A slow death
I spend a lot of time driving around for work. In fact, I'd say driving is the single most important part of my job, and a huge chunk of my day is spent stuck in traffic. What's nice is I get to listen to a lot of music while I drive. Just connect the iPod to the tape deck and I'm off. Except now my car radio died.
It happened about two-and-a-half weeks ago. So for two-and-a-half weeks I've been driving around L.A. in silence. I am so sick and tired of myself I want to gnaw off my own face just because I figure the anguish will dull the pain of driving for an hour with no radio. I am beginning to loathe myself. When I shave in the morning, I'm no longer just looking in the mirror at my reflection; now I'm looking at the asshole I get to spend the day with. Alone. A day full awkward silences.
I don't know how my friends do it. God bless them for continuing to call and ask "wanna hang out?"
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